Faye – Heat

i wish it were easier
to be myself
i wish i could talk about
whats on my mind
not having to apologize
all the time
i got things to say, you know
but im just too scared
when you i ask just say no
just in case you dont care
feel like the world is coming to an end
read through my texts ten, twenty times before i hit send
i drink too much on the weekend
am i a good friend?
i tend to overthink
and im always scared
and i tend to over drink
makes me not care
and the heat seeps in
everything i do feels like a sin
i try to compose myself
but how can i be myself?
when my thoughts are racing fatally
and im left feeling so empty
i got things to say, you know
but im just too scared
when you ask i just say no
just in case you dont care
just in case you dont care
just in case you dont care